If you do not know your yearning, then you do not follow yourself, but go on foreign ways that others have indicated to you. So you do not live your life but an allien one. But who should live your life if you do not live it? It is only stupid to exchange your own life for an allien one, but also a hypocritical game, because you can never really live the life of others, you can only pretend to do it, deceiving the other and yourself, since you can only live your own life.
If you give up your self, you live it in others; thereby you become selfish to others, and thus you deceive others. Everyone thus belive that such life is possible. It is, however, only apish imitation. Through giving in to your apish appetite, you infect others, because the ape stimulates the apish. So you turn yourself and others into apes. Through reciprocal imitation you live according to the expectation. The image of the hero was set up for all through the appetite of imitation.
Do you know why you cannot abandon apishness? For fear of loneliness and defeat.
If you are in solitude, and all the space around you has become cold and unending, then you have moved far from men, and at the same time you have come near to them as never before. If you are in solitude your “God” leads you to the “God” of others, and through that to the true neighbor, to the neighbor of the self in others. ✨️⛰️